fighting the back fighter

what would you feel if the least person that you think would turn his back against you would back fight you?

i think i would feel really bad that it would be hard to trust that person again. honestly, just last week, i was in the situation i was so wounded that i didn't know what to do. i noticed that i have been quiet ever since this exploded. i prefer to act the same way but then who wouldn't get weak when you feel like the whole damn world is going against you?

hay..

too much boredom makes me write issues i just want to forget. i just hope for the best to come that i would just let go of everything that i've been thinking about.