new me?

you changed me
everything was new
i guess i should have never allowed this to happen
but then
i tried,
who knows where this might lead me
a new life?
new choices?
new everything?

yeah right

if everything happens for a reason?
then tell me,
and reason out why this is all happening.
i asked
you refused to answer
am i here just to play the game?
or are you there just to fool around?
i just hate that this is happening
do not let me fall out
i am sick and tired of this non-sense.
so please.
what the hell are you thinking about?