a quick snapshot

What happened to me these past months was really unbelievable. I honestly don't know where to start. And I don't even know if i should start writing about it.

Anyway, I am fine.

I am fine - I think.

I had a wonderful Christmas because I was remembered by "my little drummer boy." Though I had to stop seeing him because of some unavoidable incidents. I am confident that everything will be fine.

I don't know how my New Year will be because number one, I have work. Number two, I have lots of things going on my head I don't know whether I'd be able to keep up with my thoughts...

before it's too late

I was talking to him awhile ago, we were discussing stuff about us. It is freaking hard pero so far so good. It's just so funny that when you found the someone you really love everything else gets clouded. He is in a not-so-good situation as of the moment (hopefully everything gets fixed soon). I don't know where the hell I get my strength to stay this positive... pero yun nga... staying alive naman... happy naman.

hay nako...

To my special one, thank you for keeping me sane.

:D

Let's do more crazy things together -- looking forward to more months and years spent with you...

my current state of mind

telling me you love me is as easy as denying that you do. i wish i didn't have to know, i wish i didn't have to think this way.

i am paranoid. i don't want to ask, i don't want to demand. i am not in the right position to tell you what's going on.

you tell me things that you feel. i honestly do want to believe but then i couldn't because i know it ain't real

why do i have to be an option, why can't i be the only one?

i crumble as i think of myself. why does it have to be this way?

but like what i usually tell you.

anything could happen, so let's just leave it this way...