plain nothingness

i feel i'm inside a box.

a box where i can't barely move.

i feel like throwing up,

it is warm inside but why do i feel so damn cold?

if only things could be better

i wouldn't be here all along

happy mother's day!

to the most wonderful mom ever

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

thank you for being you

thank you for everything you did for me, for my siblings

WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!!

just when you thought

and he doesn't look stressed, not a all... what do you think people?

funny to read scribbles from people who claim that we aren't happy with each other. i can clearly remember HER. that imp who continuously try to get tata from me but she didn't succeed in doing so. she kept on calling and sending me curses that i don't deserve my guy etcetera. she did not even made me doubt my dearest.

i just stumbled upon her blog reading stuff like my honey isn't happy with me or that i can't make him happy... mind you darling, he constantly and he never gets tired of telling me how happy he is ever since I CAME INTO HIS LIFE. and he constantly plans to have his whole lifetime spent with me.

he is more proud to introduce me to his friends, bosses and never a chance did he hesistate to hold my hand in front of the friends you introduced him to. i don't know if you're really contented with your guy, but please do move on.

and yes this is for you ms. ilaban.

i pity you because you dared him to leave you and when he did you were like a baby. i admit it. you never failed to irritate me. to think you're older than me? yet you act like a 10-year old kid who fell and had a scratch on her little tootsies. you kept begging mike to come back but he never did and never will come back again.

sorry

missing tata already...

hay sadness naman kasi...

in a few days uwi na si tata ko sa bacolod. nakakalungkot lang, kasi ngayon palang soooobrang iniisip ko na kung anung mga possibleng mangyari. pero, hay... nakakalungkot pa rin... sanay ako na one call away lang sya e... that i can see him anytime i want to... to think, this is my first long distance relationship... will we ever survive this? i'm having second thoughts because i put so much trust in him. tama ba yun? hehehe... siguro i'm scared of another FAILED relationship. been there several times, been hurt several times. but hey, i survived and we also survived his ex-girlfriend (although i still don't like her... grrrr ).

POSITIVE THOUGHTS, I BADLY NEED POSITIVE THOUGHTS!

hay tata,

i miss you badly, andito ka pa sa manila miss na kita... how much more pag nakauwi ka na ng bacolod? who will go with with me if ever i want to go out? who will rescue me pag inaasar nako ng QA's ng HH (hehehehe)? who will rescue me from TELUS' uber sungit guards?

awww...

Happy Birthday Mumi!!!

happy birthday momi...

sorry i wasn't able to call you up

i know we're not in good terms right now, i'm sorry if i'm hardheaded as you think

but believe me, i listened to what you were trying to point out.

i love you momi!

happy mother's day! :)