temperaments are they true?

I tried this test on www.oneishy.com and according to that site, these two are my temperaments: I am a SANGUINE PHLEGMATIC

Sanguine
Sanguine indicates the personality of an individual with the temperament of blood the season of spring (wet and hot), and the element of air. A person who is sanguine is generally optimistic, cheerful, even-tempered, confident, rational, popular, and fun-loving. They can be daydreamy to the point of not accomplishing anything and impulsive, acting on whims in an unpredictable fashion. Sanguines usually have a lot of energy, but have a problem finding a way to direct the energy. This also describes the manic phase of a bipolar disorder.

Phlegmatic
A phlegmatic person is calm and unemotional. Phlegmatic means pertaining to phlegm, corresponds to the season of winter (wet and cold), and connotes the element of water.
While phlegmatics are generally self-content and kind, their shy personality can often inhibit enthusiasm in others and make themselves lazy and resistant to change. They are very consistent, relaxed, and observant, making them good administrators and diplomats. Like the sanguine personality, the phlegmatic has many friends. But the phlegmatic is more reliable and compassionate; these characteristics typically make the phlegmatic a more dependable friend.

are promises made to be broken?

that is one big question for me. i always hear promises from other people, like, "di kita iiwan, andito lang ako..." and stuff like that. i even believed in one of those stupid promises. nakakainis kasi you're expecting that person to do every single word that he uttered. pero most of the time promises are made to be broken by humans.

hay..

sana nga di nalang sila nagsasalita, i mean you can show how much that person means simply by actions. e sa sobrang gullible ko, talo ako sa ganun e. i easily believe people lalo na pag nagpromise sila sakin. kaya nga nitong huli, sabi ko nalang wag na silang magsalita gawin nalang nila. truth is, i'm scared that they might bruise my heart again.

on the brighter side, i'm still hoping that someday, the one who would promise to be with me forever would really stay with me for the rest of my life.

whew...

wala lang.. i was browsing through the net when i saw her friendster.. i actually searched for her. i dunno, from out of the blue naisipan kong tingnan yung blog entries nya..

i saw this... i envy her because she gets all the words of honor from our ex boyfriend. and me? i get all the shame and disgrace. wala lang.. its just so funny kasi nga same yung ex namin. and nakilala ko sya because of my ever famous ex.. ang kulit lang kasi before ako yung nagsasabi ng mga lines nato [syempre referring to another girl].. kasi nga feeling ko kawawang-kawawa ako. shocks.. sorry a.. kinuha ko to sa site mo if ever man babasahin mo to...

para akong ewan.. pero honestly naiyak ako.. ewan ko kung ako ba talaga yung tinutukoy mo dito or whatsoever.. [yun pala nag-aassume lang ako e nu.. kapal ko talaga..]

well, i just hope you're a lot better now.. smile!

forgotten? nah...

i received a testimonial from a friend. i was happily reading it, when that person indicated there that i am starting to forget her. i was saddened by what she wrote. but i am not the type who updates her friends from time to time. i may miss her, but i am certainly not the type who would just say it. i mean if you miss me, then why don't you contact me?

i may be loud as other people would think but i am as COLD as i can be. COLD meaning, when i see you that's the only time i'll update you. i'm not the typical "text addict." you may even want me around cause i am a BETTER friend whenever you spend most of your time with me. you may think i'm weird but i grew up being like this, it's not that i'm saying i can't change, but change usually takes time. i am but an ordinary person. just plain hanging around is fun for me. so don't tell me i'm starting to forget you, i'm sorry for being like this. i know it's hard for you too but believe me, whatever happens i will always be the same person you know. that sweet, cheerful, adventurous person you know. i will always be here....

love defined

the world defines love in a million ways but have you ever experienced true love? well, i did and i'm still experiencing that same love. have you ever did a mistake that you thought no one would forgive you? i did, i always do. i'm not that really good in making decisions specially when we talk about "wise" decisions. it just so happen that the "someone" i'm talking about has forgiven me. he never failed to assure me that i'm lovable no matter what i do. well of course sometimes he would tell me that he did not like what i did but he is always ready to forgive me and for me that is true love.

imagine, someone so perfect would love the "REAL" me. I may be cheerful on the outside but only he knows who i really am. the pain that i'm going through, the battles i've won and everything that shaped who i am right now. he made me alive. he gave me hope. he showed me love. i never thought i would met someone like him. he is the prince that every girl wants to have. a real patient and understanding person. he is so lovable that i'm even willing to give my whole life to him. i know others envy me because of what he did in my life but if only they are willing to meet him. he is such an angel, words aren't enough to describe him. by the way his name is JC --short for Jesus Christ. the world defines love in a million ways but the bible tells one thing about love, God is LOVE. simple yet true.

if only they would realize how they are blinded with what the world says. if only they would know that his love is just around the corner waiting to be recognized by them. if only they would repent, they would experience the happiness i'm experiencing right now. as for me, it's a matter of choice. i chose him, i hope you would too.

miss you

whenever i pass by places we went to
i always remember you
you smile, your face
everything about you

it weakens me
everytime i see you with her
it's as if the whole world
has turned its back on me

there are times that i wish i was her
to bring back all the pieces
you left me with
how i miss you so...