speaking out loud

i've been encountering issues lately, issues i never expected to happen. as far as i'm concerned, only 5 people know this issue.

just awhile ago, one of those people plainly talked to me and asked me how i've been, i never wanted to answer. i have been keeping answers to myself. i have been as hard as a rock because i don't want them to see that i'm weak.

i don't want to answer because i don't know what or how i would answer.

just this morning, gie asked me to speak out.. yes, i do admit that i am talkative, but one of my weaknesses is confronting people. i mumble everytime i confront. i don't know why...

regardless of what is happening, i stand strong and i will never let this issue get me down!

i'm gaining a lot from here, as it gets harder and harder as days pass by.. i don't know what to do but then everybody else is advicing me to talk.

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i still prefer to be quiet for a while...