burnout

according to wikipedia.org burnout is a psychological term for the experience of long-term exhaustion and diminished interest (depersonalisation or cynicism), usually in the work context.

i've been through a lot of things and i must say that as of the moment i feel like everything is too much. i 've experienced rejection enough to lose my self-esteem. i've experienced emotional stress, too much to lose myself. i've experienced work overload, too much responsibility really is exhausting.

if only i could stop.

the feeling of you're in the middle of this unstoppable war that neither of the group wouldn't humble down and raise a white flag. i want to give up but something tells me to stand up. i'm tired physically and emotionally. i'm weak, and i'm not willing to be strong.

i can't.
what keeps me going is a questionable thought.