waiting

i have been dreaming about you lately. how do you look like? how will i know you? would you be my knight in shining armor? or would oyu be like one of those ordinary people who will pass by me?

i have been thinking about you lately. i wonder, will i know you immediately? will i fall for you hastily? or would i be looking for someone else even when all i see is you? i am so eager to know you.

rescue me from all this pain i'm going through. let me be loved by someone who'll stay forever. will you accept my beyond my flaws? will you still love me if you knew every little part of me? will you accept my ugliness? or would you run away as if you didn't know me at all?

i wonder what will you be like. would you be into sports? or areyou the couch potato type who would enjoy snuggling up all day long? would we have the same beliefs? or would we end up clashing 'till we finally realize that we have been always in love?

i hope you'd be more understanding & patient than anyone. the one who'll love me beyond my faults. the one who'll accept me for who i am. the one who'll be proud to introduce me to his friends. the one who'll take care of me. the one who'll trust me & will never doubt me. the one who'll never fail to assure me & never will discourage me.

the one who'll enjoy my company not just my body. the one who'll love me even if i put up my wackiest smile. someone who'll tame the child in me. someone who'll make me fall for him when i feel like having unexplainable mood swings. someone who'll be proud of me & will be more willing to hold my hands in front of everybody & not someone who will deny me when somebody asks about me . the one who would cry with me.

someone who will be brave enough to ask for my siblings' permission. someone who'll respect me not just as a person but also as a woman. someone who isn't materialistic. someone who will encourage me to worship God with him, as well as someone who would be weak infront of our Creator. someone who i can share my whole life with. someone whose love is worth more than anything in this world. someone who will keep his word.

my dearest, i'll be willing to wait for you. you are my special one. i pray that we won't be waiting long. i am so excited to meet you. i know that He designed you for me. i may not know you now, but i want you to know that i already love you. please be patient, i am right here waiting. i will put myself to sleep now hoping that when i wake up, you'll be the only one i see.