thoughts

i am a talker i admit it, i try to listen though.

i just hate it when they try to take control. i hate it that they try to make me follow.

i hate it that it seems everything goes out of hand.

i hate it that everything i write seem like something that hits.

i tried to apologize

i ain't slipping away. i just don't want to talk.

i want to relax.

i just want to be myself.

i want this MESS to end

it started out with me anyway.

so tell me, how the hell do i end it?

and please, stop pointing.

fine, blame everything on me