current thoughts

naiisip ko palang, tumatayo na balahibo ko sa katawan. i may be tired... i may have on going worries in my mind.

but right now...

i feel scared.

i lost half of who i am and i'm not that sure if i'm willing to lose the other half again... haven't got anything much to show or to offer. i may be good at certain things but then, who am i to boast. i still don't have much to offer.

i ain't perfect and i will never be.

there may be are a lot to brag about being me, but is it enough to make them love me?

i feel like throwing up everytime i feel like i'm losing people around me. it's like i wanted to stab every inch of my body. but would that make any help?

i'm sorry.