how do i?

i can clearly remember how my mom told me these words:

for you to be able to love others, you must learn to love yourself first...

i understood what she meant, problem is i don't even know how to trust myself, i am always self-conscious. i don't believe in what i can do. i have pride with my work but not with myself. i always doubt whatever my intuition is telling me... i am always afraid of how people will see me. i always like running away from those people who i think would reject me or to those who wouldn't love me unconditionally. i really want to trust myself. i want to be assured always. i want to LOVE who i am. i want to be confident about what i have and brag the world about it.