.....

i stared outside. i asked myself "why do i always get into this situation?"

the gloominess of the morning overwhelmed me. it made me realize anything and everything i've been through and i just realized how strong i was.

i can pretend without them noticing it.

i can smile without showing i'm dying actually rotting inside.

i can wear masks of sorts.

i envy other people who are strong enough to face the fiercest storms. unfortunately i'm one of those people who just wait for the storm to calm down.

i stared outside. lights flickering.

the sun is gonna shine soon...