drowning

you always tell me not to worry even if things completely go wrong. i am currently corrupted by all these things going around me. how can i not worry? how can i just trust you? how can i tell myself that everything is going to be fine? teach me please.

i want to know how to juggle things. i don't want to doubt myself. i want to trust you. i want to let go of everything and just cling on to you. i know it wouldn't be as easy as anybody else thinks. but i also know that it wouldn't be easier to be on my own. i want to give you every load that i am currently carrying. all the things that make me worry. all the things that continue to hurt me. i want to feel you. how you work in my life is such a mystery i have been wanting to unfold. i know i am not alone. you are always there. you never left me. you are my world.

please help me....

help me please....

help me....

help...

i just want to know you better. i don't want to be like them. i don't want to be HOPELESS like everyone else is. only you can help me that's for sure...